Yesterday me and steph "hung out", wasnt really much of that. she was really upset and sometihng was bothering her and didnt tell me why but i kind of figured everything out on my own. i understand why shes upset, i dnt blame her. I really think she needs to smile more and be happy with herself. It would really help her out. Like someone said in the past, its easier to fall then to pick ur selve up. fight, be strong and pull ur self up" well after ward joan drove me home and i walked in my house to find kristen and kristina eating oreos, lmao<3 about 15 minutes later sean picked us up to go to her house. We all had a good time making salads, swinging form exercise machine thingys, talking to henry, and drinking iced coffee. Later at night we all decided we wanted to sleep at seans house but that didnt exactly go as planned. Kristina wound up sleeping at kristens and i slept at seans. i usually dnt hangout with just sean but we had fun making southpark cahraters by ourself ;p, we gotta hang out more often<3 we both woke up around 10, did our make up and went out the door to go to kristens house for breakfast. Kristen makes amzing french toast and pancakes...pink pancakes to be correct ahaha. At about 12:30 i walked home alone. I was kinda mad i couldnt go anywhere but at the same time iwasnt. It was a pretty relaxing day. I got to finish up most of my bird painted for my dad and layed around, watched tv. After i got done with painting i got a bit hungry and i was really in the mood to cook something so i made myself a salad (just like yesterdayyy) and i have to say, i make a pretty damn good salad ;p. Anywaysss, Im glad i dont have to worry about this anymore, u finally stepped up and asked me to hangout, im really glad you did. I hada fun time =] as for everyone else, i feel the same way but im over it. I just really miss you. I still wana hangout despite everything and im still really upset and Im still not over u but im trying. i really am. ps. i really hope u had a sucky time at prom. js. :)