I really wana get to know you more. I know alot already but there's so much to learn from one person. I just want to let you know, i want a friendship first and I don't wana ruin anything between us. If were not friends first and something happens then that's it. If we build a friendship that can even be a bit more, things could work out and if anything ever happened we can still be friends. My feelings are all mixed up and I'm still thinking. Idk if thinking about it is worse or just leaving it alone is. If I think too much about it I might just be making a decission becasue i feel its "the right thing to do" but if I do what my heart tells me then thats what ill do. I don't wana ruin anything with you like I did with other guys from future. I don't want you to think I don't care because I do and that's why I'm doing this. I hope you understand. The picture to the left says it all. i want to take the right path and have everything work out, but i just have to wait.

I had a really good day today. I took my global final and i think i didnt do half bad. I'm not good at writing essays but i think i worked really hard and finally did good on one. After the test all my friends were there except hallie and we all went to kristens. yeah, going to a food store, eating tons of chex mix, tacos, baking cookies...well eating the cookie dough :P, and making hena tattos...yeah were pretty cool. after i hung out with everyone i went to stephs and we ate dinner and then i went home cuz she had a tudor. I got home and i was in the mood to paint so i started working on that bird project i didnt fvinish for art. its actually coming out really nice, i just might work on it in a bit. untill tomarrow ill write again <3.