The start of my summer? simply amzing. Especially yesterday, that was one of the best days i've had ina long time. A lot of us went to stephs house including me kristina kristen sean hallie max tommy dan and matt. When we first got there we just sat around and talked, made brownies and ate pizza. Good way to start off. Afterwards we sat by the fire and roasted marshmellos and later played man hunt- wasnt much of a game consitering everyone hid behind trees haha. We all got tired and sat down on her front lawn and thats when the fun really began. I didnt want the night to end despite all the mosquitos biting my legs!
Today was a good day. I woke up and for once my family was in a good mood. When my familys happy, im happy. Around 2:30 me steph my mom and stephs mom went to sunken meadow-love themm!. It was a really hot day unlike the past couple of weeks-rainy, gross, & depressing. The water was actually pretty warm and i went in for a little bit. Quite refreshing =). We left around 5:30 and went back to my house to go in my pool and hangout. I was suppossed to go to my aunts house to see my cousin danielle but she wound up coming here to sleep over along with steph. Right now were just sitting here while i write this and danielle and kyle are playing guitar hero...cool kids, i must sayyy. Anyways, ive been really confused lately but i finally know what my feelings are. I don't know why u would think that of yourself becasue thats not true at all. I know some ppl look at that stupid stuff but i don't. im not that type of person to judge...or atleast not anymore. I used to use ppl and just go out with them for the heck of it. I only liked them for a little bit and never got the chance to know them. And i'm sorry, i regret doing it. No guy deserves that shit. And im not going to do the same thing to you.PS: this should be an interesting summer....