This picture above is one of the cutest pictures ever. I don't know what it is but ide love if a guy cuddled with me in a blanket. i find it adorable. I just hope that special guy comes along soon. I don't want it to be another relationship ill just throw away to the curb. i want a special one. Someone I love so much thats on my mind all the time. No, not some of the time, ALL the time. I want that special person I can be honest with, that guy I can tell everything to, one who will listen to me no matter how stupid i sound. and especially one i can be completely myself around and be able to hold him whenever i want. I want it so bad and i don't know how or when ill get it. i had that chance already but it was for a short amount of time. i couldn't even kiss the guy, i was so scared. i shud have done it. I don't know what i was thinking. i have no problem doing it now, why not then? i guess im just stupid. And becasue i let that one relationship slip away from me, i now sit here alone. no one can compare to him...i guess later in time ill find him again, that same guy but this time i know not to let it slip away