...if only brittany's head was kristina's. I've been thinking lately, if all my friends and I could just go back to 8th grade. the grade where barley any drama happened. before everyone has stress and bad things in their lives. 8th grade was the best year ever. The best teachers and friends. There was no worries, only school ones. There was no fights except one and i didn't even mind becasue she isnt really worth it now. School wasn't such a hasle and as important as it is now. It was the grade where everyone went out with a guy and had no problem breaking their heart. Of course you felt bad but it wasn't really consitered "dating." If we could just go back in time and do it all over again, i would. I'de do anything to bring me and my friends to that time period. and back to their time of happiness. Right now im really not that happy. Everyone isnt happy. Everyone has problems and even if it's not my problem, i still care and it does affect me. I don't like to see my friends upset. Im also upset about what i talked about last time. Thats my issue. I want these issues not to matter like they didnt in 8th grade.
So yah, anyway. Yesterday was extremely fun. I hung out with steph to make kristinas gift and then jen came over to sleep here. Steph (cousin) actually came too. i never rly see her and i was glad she came but she had to leave at 11 becasue she has softball in the morning. We played monapoly and made funny videos and just had a gud time in general-we always do. I fell asleep really late and woke up at 12. not the best of ideas consittering that now alot of the day is gone lol. So whateverr. Today me jen kyle and my mom went to Morean's Kitchen- one of the greatest resturants everrr! Afterwards jen went home and i went to my grandmas house, im actually still here. It's really boring over here, everyone's older and theres no one i can talk to except kyle who doesnt get anythng. seriously. and when i talk to my mom about things she goes and tells my grandma. my grandma is what u call, "old fashioned", she doesnt know the life of 15 year old girl. Everything i do im "spoiled" and bratty. im really not that bad, i think. My dad pisses me off the most. He goes and tells me that he doesnt mind getting a tatto when im older or a bellybutton ring but when my mom brings it up he doesnt back me up. he always does that. He never backs me up. He never sticks to plan and never listens to what i want. all he cares about is himself. I told him i didnt want him smoking anymore and he doesnt care. I told him he never has anything nice to say to me but yet still he yells at me and never says anything nice. And when ever were in the middle of talking about something hell go and talk to his friends or someone else becasue he hates talking to me. u just know. he gets mad over everything i say. he's a real asshole sometimes and i told him to his face cuz i JUST DONT CARE. i want to let him know becasue he is one most of the time. My mom even says it and my friends...everyone notices. He's mean and gets pissed off over stupid shit and i dnt know how much longer i can take it. He doesnt appriate me or my mom, only my brother. why is my brother so special? becasue he agrees with u on everything?...well im sorry to say but im not always gunna be nicey nice to u when u act like a real jerk.