things havent really gone as plaaned for me latley. of course im really happy lately, im not going to lie. But this thought of confusion is still stuck in my head. it wont go away. i tried to ignore it, but it keeps coming back and hitting me in the face. i don't know why i even feel this way. i rly dnt even know how to feel anymore. I've been stressing life becasue of this crap. this week i havnt. being stressed is not what i wanna be. im just gonna live life, keep doing what im doing, and what ever happens will happen. Im not saying im gonna live it like charlie did from summer reading book and not participate in life. thats the total oppisite of what i want. im also not gonna sit here and pick at what bothers me. im not going to waist my time listing of whats bad in my life. If something so small bothers yew, why let it bother yew? we don't know when our time is up, so just live life and have fun with it. don't focus on the worst parts of your day or life and make time for things yew like to do.
its very early now, round 7:40 am. i gotta go get ready to go to moheagan sun with my cousin. im missing school for this so i hope its really fun. i get to see jonas. whoooot. bye.<3

love this quote...love this song. "you're the direction i follow to get home. When i feel like i can't go on, you tell me to go. And it's like i can't feel a thing without you around. And don't mind me if i get weak in the knees, cause you have that effect on me, you do."