havnt had much to say latley well, actually, i rly have no way of xplaining things. i have to start off saying that i havnt been happy since the beginning of school and to tell yew the truth, i dont know why. i guess everything hit me at once. some days were good and then others were just terrible and i had no idea how deal with this. this might sound stupid but going to church last sunday helped me realize that we should be happy in life. of course shit happens in life, god didnt want life perfect. without out downfalls, mistakes, losses, life wouldn't be worth living. everything would work out perfect and life would be pretty dull. we were choosen by god to live and thats a huge gift enough. we shouldnt be worrying about those things that bother us most and actually start seeing the good life has brought to us. this week i was actually feeing happy until friday came. i was having a prety good day until something so stupid was bothering me, i cant even remember what it is. i was alright for the rest of the day and when my dad got home i just crashed. i don't know why this happens. in the past i cried over you nd now im crying over nothing?!really?...well after that night pasted by i actually felt pretty good. i guess i needed to. this week end ive been really happy and i want to keep it that way. yesterday i went to see relient k and 2 other bands that were really good. soo overall it was amzin :) we were barricade!!!!!! whoot!!!!
uhh so yah, ig2g, dads yelling at me to leave. BAI.<3