havnt written in 5 days? thats a problem. ahaha. life hasnt been much differnt except that i wana lose some weight, not alot. ive been exercising and tryign to eat good, and so far im doin okay. hopefully i shall look gud on my birthday :D. one other thing is about my best friend. she keeps getting hurt and it bothers me to know that yer doing that to her. of course im still friends with yew, but yew tell people one thing and change your mind within another. make up your mind and deal with it. im not the one hoo shud be saying this but common?yew run away from her but then go back and wind up leaving again to leave her there so she can cry. its not fair. besides that, ive really had alot on my mind lately. its just so stressful. everything hits me at once and idk what to do. i don't know how to react to things anymore. whatever. life moves on. music usually makes things worse but today it actaully kinda helped. well ima ride my bike thingy now. byee.