a lot has happened these past couple of days and i guess u can say it can be a gud thing but it has upset me a lot too. on friday i went to my friend palomas wiff a bunch of people. i really didnt know anybody but atleast i had my 2 best friends with me. i felt really awkward there but it was her party.saturday had to be one of the best nights ina while but one of the worst. i was so excited to see everyone there, especiall him. he made my night better by just talking to me but he didnt just talk to me. thats what hurts so much. why act like u still have feelings when u probally dont. idk what to think. do u still like me but dnt wana break up with your girlfriend? are u using me? am i just the rebound girl? or do u just like playing ppl? all these feelings are coming back again and i don't want them too. i really was done wishing for you but after that night, things changed. why cnt i just not move on normaly? no. of course i can't. if you dnt like me then why couldnt u just have acted liek a friend at the party?
but other than that i have to say....SUNDAY WAS AMAZING. i saw friday night boys..again! me and steph found so many guitar picks and stuffs. afterwards we finally had the time to meet some ppl. i have to say that was the best show so far <3
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